but i’m not.

they think i’m on top of everything, but i’m not.
i’m slowly heading towards the back of the pack.. watching everyone rush past me, heading towards their future.

I really sick of being concerned with my results. Firstly, I don't even really care about further studying, why am i still disappointed in the slight fall? I guess there is no one that won't be upset if they were once at the top and they're falling down. I need to find my direction in life soon man, which i seriously have none right now.

Studies or dreams? Money or life? Status or satisfaction? What do i really want?